Never forget your smile and the moment we exchanged our phone number. You have given me a little bit kindness in my lonely lost life in France.  I have to thank you with my most sincere heart. Indeed, very often, I think about you and  feel really sorry for what I have done to you. The tears falling down.

What’s wrong with me…..I do realize….

Yes, Indeed…you was there near to me but you don’t understand me….. Yes, Indeed…you heard what I said but you did not want to understand the reason..

I felt lots of stress and mental decouragement when I was with you……… And right now I understand  what I was afraid was to be you…I am really sad to realize it ….Hard to accept it even me…..Yes…it was this reason who made me react like this. I have asked myself thousand of times  »am I right? » I don’t know…….

When I was with a person I  love,  we share lots of things together and then get many characters from each other. I feel that I am becoming you……and I realize that I can not accept it and also I know that I can not change you if you do not want it.

At the end….I feel that was me who don’t want to do efforts….I think I should stop thinking….even I am alone, it’s maybe better…….I still have a hope for what I am feeling alive.

You are so cute…hard to accept that my love is vanished…..

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

By James Blunt…thanks…I just want to find this….

But I can not cry anymore. ……

I hide naturally my feeling with my smiles

Yes today I feel that I loose both of you and myself

That was what I wanted, wasn’t it?

I know that I should tolerate this lonely life

If it is named  »Love »

It is then a pity

Pour se réunir jusqu’à la fin

Dès lors, je n’ose pas lever mes yeux pour regarder le haut
Comme si j’ai perdu la couleur du ciel
A partir de ce jour, j’ai oublié de respirer
Ah les larmes à jamais

Notre amour passé ne revient plus à jamais

Je l’attends encore en silence

Seulement, à jamais, 
La dernière chaleur que tu m’as donné présente dans mon cœur

Ne demande pas si je t’aime encore  
Maintenant, je veux le ciel libre
Partir de ce monde emprisonné

Partir de cette solitude

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　
雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說　要跟我手牽手　
一起走到世界的盡頭

從此以後我都不敢抬頭看　
彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起　我忘記了呼吸　
眼淚啊永遠不再　不再哭泣

我們的愛　過了就不再回來
直到現在　我還默默的等待

我們的愛　我明白　
已變成你的負擔
只是永遠　我都放不開　
最後的溫暖　
Ah~~ 你給的溫暖

不要再問你是否愛我　
現在我想要自由天空
遠離開這被綑綁的世界　
不再寂寞

F.I.R

maybe it’s the last time I call you like this in my heart

you will come back home next monday

but I think that I won’t see you as usual

I am sorry, I just want to be alone

how long I need for being alone

I have no idea

sorry

I know, It’s all because of me

But please, give me your hand

Somethings that I can’t forgive yet still in my mind

Just want to be alone and to be myself

Maybe one day, everything will be clear

At least, I hope………

very hour I have a talk

very minute I have a  thought

very second I see you, both of you, in my heart

close my eyes, yes, I decided

Just keep both of you in my dream

no more than this