never forget

I  have never forget the day we had meet in front of the ”caroussel de musique” in the commercial center..the most beautiful day in my life until now.

Never forget your smile and the moment we exchanged our phone number. You have given me a little bit kindness in my lonely lost life in France.  I have to thank you with my most sincere heart. Indeed, very often, I think about you and  feel really sorry for what I have done to you. The tears falling down.

What’s wrong with me…..I do realize….

Yes, Indeed…you was there near to me but you don’t understand me….. Yes, Indeed…you heard what I said but you did not want to understand the reason..

I felt lots of stress and mental decouragement when I was with you……… And right now I understand  what I was afraid was to be you…I am really sad to realize it ….Hard to accept it even me…..Yes…it was this reason who made me react like this. I have asked myself thousand of times ”am I right?” I don’t know…….

When I was with a person I  love,  we share lots of things together and then get many characters from each other. I feel that I am becoming you……and I realize that I can not accept it and also I know that I can not change you if you do not want it.

At the end….I feel that was me who don’t want to do efforts….I think I should stop thinking….even I am alone, it’s maybe better…….I still have a hope for what I am feeling alive.

You are so cute…hard to accept that my love is vanished…..